can't remember the exact words but the gist of it is "no small argument or hurtful thing you say or stupid thing i say when you're mad or when i'm mad, is going to make us break up - and if there was something that broke us up i know we'd come running right back to each other... i'm not going to sleep until we work this out, i'm not letting either of us go to sleep mad. so, let's work this thing out."
how many people can say they have such a sure thing? i know i'll love you today, tomorrow, years from now... that's the kind of mark you put on me. the kind of love you give is the only kind of love i want to have for the rest of my life... love that believes, supports, understands... god i cannot say enough how continually understanding you prove to be. never stubborn. never mad. never accusing/blaming... yet still being able to make me feel like we can make it through anything? amazing. through dumb arguments, me pushing you away, distance, missing each other, basically every single fuckin thing in our way... and i can still feel like it will all end up okay for us? even better than okay. to know you'll still have my back and i'll still want you as bad as i have all these months (enough to make me dizzy), even after all the stupid shit we put each other through? some people would PAY for that kind of love. some people can tweet, facebook, and blog about having a ride or die, but you use LIFE, and the entirety of our relationship, as PROOF that you will always stand by me.
i used to shallowly hope with all my heart that i could find somebody like you. someone who would put up with everything i am, go to war with me and still make me fall in love all over again by the time i was ready to give in and fall asleep... every day with you is a beautiful one. every single day. i want you to know that i'm trying my best.... to be the best me, for you. you deserve it baby. this kind of love doesn't prove itself over night, and i know you know me, so for this next "very long time"....
don't ever give up on me. i promise you, one day all of this will be worth it. thank you for giving me a love to believe in.
