Friday, January 21, 2011

teachme

why i think i love you sometimes


... ^ i had the balls to write that
i don't think children are evil anymore
i am warming my heart up to cats
the one time after we hung up the phone and you bbm'd me saying "is it later yet?"


... am i seriously writing all this shit right now???
i tell you everything
and i mean
everything.
when i think about the future i think:
garden
trains in europe
2 kids
dogs
hardwood floors
clean socks.


once you get on my nerves i miss you harder than ever following the irritation
you are a man
i can't find a single reason why not being together would be better than being together
when you call me by my name, it is the one time i actually like my name
oh  na na
whas ma name


every good slow jam reminds me of you... the words give me chills
man
even the good rap songs about love


when people close to me inquire our relationship they say homo shit like
"you guys make me believe in love"
lol wtf?


i will still be embarrassed after you read something i wrote... after 1 year i am on my tippy toes
tippy tippy tippy toes.
about to fall. on my face.


speaking of which


i fall for you all over again
every
single
day


and i fucking write poetry for your ass.


of course there's more but those stick out the most to me


and that's why sometimes... i think.