I know I give the people I love a hard time... The more I love u, the tougher it may get. I do it by instinct. I do it to protect myself. I never had it easy, so either work with me or don't expect much.

grown up christmas

although i'm sad i won't be with my family this year... i get to be with my baby (who is so, sooo good to me) and my second family. i am very, VERY excited. so excited, in fact, i made a list of all that i am excited for!

- christmas kisses
- making gingerbread houses
- first class cooking by first class people aka the boyfriends parents.... omg, 10 extra pounds. here we go
- christmas movies
- nba on the couch with my playboi
- ugly sweaters
- christmas cookie baking!
- panera/the med/goodtimes/tiger butter apples/ben&jerrys from kingsoopers/boulder baked/...etc, etc.
- tofu the cat
- being lazy pieces of crap all the time
- romantic evenings
- my first ever christmas/new years kiss :)
- hot tubbing in the cold! yayer.
- pretending to like wine
- & all the thousands of great things that comes with seeing my bay bay :)