Thursday, January 19, 2012
deserveumore
"we're just too spoiled and ended up taking each other for granted"
Just when I think things are bad, you somehow find the right words to prove me wrong. I'm always reminded of how it's so hard for me to grasp what I should be grateful for, always letting the "worst" (I exaggerate a bit) get to me. how could I be so foolish... we have it all. The trust, the communication, the future... and most importantly, we have each other.
I am reminded everyday that you are all I want... things you say, listening to the iPod you gave me, seeing the bulls snapback in my rearview mirror, seeing your shirts on the floor, etc. It doesn't take much for these feelings to completely rush me and catch me off guard and it's like I fall in love all over again.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I let the worst get the best of me. I'm sorry that I don't remind you enough how special you are to me and most importantly, I'm sorry if ever you think I doubt that we can make it through anything and everything. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me, my best friend, the love of my life, my motivation and the silver lining. Cloudy days aren't too bad when I have you around.
I want you to know that I wouldn't change a thing. Even when I say "I wish..." and anything similar, I'm just using that as a defence mechanism. What we have is so wonderful and I wouldn't change a millisecond of it, I promise you that. Even the fights, the shit we say and don't mean... it all works out in the end. I'm still here, so are you, and that is the most important thing to me.
I love you. I don't have enough words to express it, I'm just glad that we have our entire lives ahead of us so that I can prove it to you. You are absolutely the best, don't ever doubt that. The closest thing to perfect.
Just when I think things are bad, you somehow find the right words to prove me wrong. I'm always reminded of how it's so hard for me to grasp what I should be grateful for, always letting the "worst" (I exaggerate a bit) get to me. how could I be so foolish... we have it all. The trust, the communication, the future... and most importantly, we have each other.
I am reminded everyday that you are all I want... things you say, listening to the iPod you gave me, seeing the bulls snapback in my rearview mirror, seeing your shirts on the floor, etc. It doesn't take much for these feelings to completely rush me and catch me off guard and it's like I fall in love all over again.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I let the worst get the best of me. I'm sorry that I don't remind you enough how special you are to me and most importantly, I'm sorry if ever you think I doubt that we can make it through anything and everything. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me, my best friend, the love of my life, my motivation and the silver lining. Cloudy days aren't too bad when I have you around.
I want you to know that I wouldn't change a thing. Even when I say "I wish..." and anything similar, I'm just using that as a defence mechanism. What we have is so wonderful and I wouldn't change a millisecond of it, I promise you that. Even the fights, the shit we say and don't mean... it all works out in the end. I'm still here, so are you, and that is the most important thing to me.
I love you. I don't have enough words to express it, I'm just glad that we have our entire lives ahead of us so that I can prove it to you. You are absolutely the best, don't ever doubt that. The closest thing to perfect.
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