for some reason, when i look for movies i want to watch online, i can't find them.
but when you look for movies that i want to watch online, you ALWAYS find them.
so now i'm sitting here. not a clue what you're up to, but all i know is:
you're mad, and i'm mad. or i'm trying to be.
all this space in the middle with both of our hearts trying to close it. time after time, unsuccessful. yet our hard heads are simultaneously pouring concrete on this space, and throwing weapons of heartbreak warfare, so it maintains its perimeters, overwhelming the both of us (or maybe just me) like an ocean.
that bad. for real.
the reason why i am able to speak to my blog easier than i can to you is beyond me. i wish i wasn't so damn stubborn and sensitive when it comes to you.
this. and this. maybe that's why.
i just want to watch this damn movie.
