im so confused.
CONFUSED i tell you. my mind & heart are wandering around aimlessly looking for something that seems sure. something that's grounded. something that doesn't expose any questions. not a single one.
what is this. all of this. how is it all so okay for you and such a daily confusion for me?
or at least... it seems okay for you... and because of that, it totally throws me off and every time i tell myself "i'm going to talk to him about it" i just fly off at tangents.
because you just ... seem SO... okay with it.
with not knowing. with not asking.
it drives me nuts.
i wish i knew.
